2nd post.

I really wanted to keep my blog "blog-like." No surveys, no rants, no informal writing. But currently, I'm getting prepared to stay up until maybe 2? 3? o'clock so that I can finish most of my APUSH outlines and vocab. So sadly enough, I'm going to waste ten~fifteen minutes to fill out a survey. I love how I have so much willpower. THANKS, KIM.

Ten Things About Me Right Now
1. I've become too dependent on caffeine. I must stop.
2. Ian G. told me yesterday that you can't get "addicted" to coffee, that it's all in your head, that you can only become dependent, but not addicted. I thought that was interesting.
3. I am wearing pink fuzzy socks at the moment. My mom absolutely hates it when I don't wear socks in the house because my feet get cold easily.
4. I need to learn how to manage my time. Don't we all?
5. My favorite breakfast meal at the moment: peanut butter sandwich with banana slices in between.
6. The only makeup that I usually wear is mascara, but people don't even notice.. That irks me..
7. I'm so freaking scared for next Feb/Mar/Apr when college acceptance (and rejection) letters come out.
8. Can you believe I'm 16 years old already!? Time flies by so fast. Man.
9. I want to see snow right now.
10. I miss my grandparents.


Nine Things I Wish I Could Say To Nine Different People
1. You're intelligent, we get that. But honestly, do you have to rub it into people's faces when they don't understand something so you look at them with that one facial expression that reads, "Dude, are you fcking dumb"? I find you so unnecessary.
2. Although I know you're a really good person, sometimes when you're hyper/happy, you turn sort of mean, and I hate it when you become like that.
3. You're absolutely CRAZY and you're so weird! But I guess that's why I like you; yeah, yeah, you're unique. Thanks for being a good friend =)
4. Do you know how much you frustrate me? The things you say to others/do with others are so calm/shy-ish/NICE, but when you're with me, you're an evil person who keeps looking at me with that FACIAL expression, and I just want to slap your face and kick you. But I guess the kind of friendship we have is pretty legit (I hope you agree..) and that's why you think it's okay to show your true colors. But you neglect me too much and I hate you for that. Really.
5. You're not cute. Please get over yourself. When they go away to college next year, you'll be all alone. You will. Stop. Please stop.
6. I think you need to stop being so insecure and GO.FOR.IT. Please stop being such an awkward person and admit your feelings =) DO IT. You have no idea how much you're frustrating me and others by not admitting your feelings. But it only frustrates us because we want you to be happy. And we care about your life =)
7. WHAT HAPPENED? We were such good friends.. Now we never even see each other anymore. As much as I feel like I could care less, I care a lot! I want us to be friends until the end!
8. You're sometimes such an asshole, but I guess you're mostly a REALLY GOOD FRIEND. So I thank you.
9. I miss you so much!!!!!!! I hope your health improves drastically.. Whenever a random person talks about Korea, or whenever Korea pops up in my head, I just think about you and Grandma and my other grandma and then everybody else, and I just want to cry =( The main reason I want to go to Korea so badly is because of you.. I hope you guys all feel better. You've become so much more frail-looking, too.. =( I am going to attach a video of me playing a cool piano song to one of the e-mails one of these days and make you proud of me =) I love love love love love you and miss you.


Eight Ways To Win My Heart
1. Humor
2. Non-judgmental towards people
3. Sarcasm.. haha
4. Has at least one cute facial expression? Whether it's when the person's concentrating deeply, just smiling, laughing, or whatever, the person should look cute at least in one scenario
5. Someone genuine! Not fake, but kind and sincere.
6. Someone who'll LISTEN to me.
7. Don't frown so much. Don't look at me as if I'm crazy.. SMILE!
8. Don't be shallow


Seven Questions That Currently Cross My Mind
1. Am I even going to get accepted into any colleges T_T?
2. Will I get married!?
3. Who am i going to be friends with forever?
4. Will I fall asleep while doing my outlines tonight?
5. Do they wish I was there with them right now?
6. Is my leg going to fall asleep if I'm in this position for a while? (..yes)
7. How will my future turn out?


Six Things I Do Before I Go To Bed
1. Change into my pajamas
2. Take contacts out
3. Brush my teeth
4. Wash my face
5. Stretch
6. Finish homework haha


Five People Who Mean A Lot To Me
1. Mom
2. Dad
3. Brother
4. Relatives in Korea!! (how can I exclude them..)
5. Kim


Four Things I Am Wearing Right Now
1. Socks
2. Jeans
3. Shirt
4. Sweatshirt


Three Songs I Listen To A Lot, Lately
1. Don't Leave
2. What Shall I Do?
3. Kiss Me Thru The Phone


Two Things I Want To Do Before I Die.
1. Fall in love (omgaah so cheesy, but really. i want to)
2. Travel for a year


One Confession.
1. After one traumatic incident I experienced when I was six years old, I've been scared of dogs. Yes, even little ones. Well, fine. I'm only scared of the dogs that bark and jump all over me. I am FREAKING scared of those dogs. Which is why I am scared of Tori's dog..