I really suck at keeping a blog. I never update. Ever. I want to write, but there's just better things to do, it seems like. And talking about my day/feelings is so much easier than writing, too. I'd just rather say everything I have to say in my blog to my bests. I really rarely keep anything to myself, and I love talking about my problems, not writing about them, because it helps me to let everything out and someone is on the other end to help me and comfort me. With a blog, I feel like I'm still stuffed up even if I do write my feelings down.
But I figured it's about time to update again. Haha.
How have your lives been doing? Mine? It's, surprise surprise, been pretty uneventful. The last "major" thing that happened seemed to have been my birthday. Thank you to those who came, by the way. And thank you for your birthday wishes. Only on my birthday will I feel really loved. (How sad that does sound..)
Speaking of sad, Dumbledore died again. What I mean to say is that when I read Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, I found out that he dies in the end. And then, after a year?or two? of not thinking about Dumbledore's death, he died (in the movie) and I was reminded of how tragic that entire moment was. Oh, the Death Eaters. Oh, Draco. Oh, Snape. How could you all be so .. evil? I remember I took this (totally inaccurate) "Which Hogwarts house would you be in?" quiz on Facebook for fun, and I truly gave my honest answers only to get "Slytherin" as the result. I was, needless to say, so flabberghasted T_T. But then I took another "Which Hogwarts house would you be in? The more accurate version" quiz later and I think I got.. Gryffindor. Gee, talk about opposites?
Opposites.. I think opposites are fascinating. Okay, that didn't really make sense. But I mean, I think it's so fascinating when there are two best friends who've been friends since they were little, and they are the complete opposites: one's shy, nerdy; the other's outgoing, friendly. Yet they remain best friends. The same goes for couples who are opposite each other: one is super smart, super sexy; the other, not so classy, not so intelligent. Yet they end up loving each other and making their relationship work! I think that's the nicest.
That leads me to another chain of thoughts (haha, everything leads to another. I love how the human brain works): I wonder if my future lover/ husband/ soulmate/ the one meant for me/ the "cheese" to my "macaroni" will view things differently from me. Okay, I honestly hate being sappy around people, but how can I NOT be sappy? I want a good life. I want a happy future. I want to live past 2012 (if the world truly ends in 2012, I will be the most pissed off girl ever), enjoy my adult life, and have a love life. (Having a happy future for me includes having a love life, a successful career, and good friends.) I want to meet someone spectacular like everyone does. And so, you cannot blame me-- I just can't help myself when I think about what kind of person my future lover will be like (if I even have one; who knows whether I'll find one or not?).
Anyway, I think that's it for today. I feel like I wrote for hours, ha. And so I leave this post with a simple question:
If the world were to seriously end in 2012, would you regret how you lived your life? Would you regret not having lived your life to the fullest? If God, or some other higher being, told you that the world was going to end 3 years from now, would you actually just stop trying hard in school, do things as society expects you to, and go do things you've always wanted to do? I don't think I would.
